First - I am now unemployed - I knew it was coming and have been actively seeking work, so it wasn't a total surprise - but it still affected me and made me feel slightly worthless... now the issue with that is I KNOW that I didn't do anything wrong - I KNOW that this is all down to decisions made at higher levels and the Goddess only knows how or why those decisions are made! ........but knowing and feeling are two totally different things I am beginning to find!!
What my head knows and what my heart feels are very much mis-aligned at the moment, so now we face Shadow to find out why!
Second - a wonderful, beautiful friend has given me a suggestion on how I can 'do' more in my Spiritual path and i've been ruminating (do bunni's ruminate??) all day on this and at the moment it's a 'watch this space' but there is a creative idea bubbling away and it's very exciting!!
Three - I had a bit of an A-HA while driving home, my awesome Anam Cara has recently read my Akashic records - (last night I asked for a sign that I would not fail to see to be shown to me that I was on the right path and that I was doing as I should) .............. when AC read my record she said I would be unemployed for a short time - a very short time but I would be unemployed ......... now go back and read one again!
I am where I need to be for me - and I am doing as I should be doing........... Now all I need to do is sort out my Shadow and I am good to go!