Life is a funny old thing .....
When my Bestie was here she showed me
how to do a Chakra 'check' with my Pendulum and I'd got into the habit of doing it at
least once a week - but I haven't done it for a while - and boy did I
know it - I did the chakra test yesterday and can we say 'screwed up' I
was a total mess - every chakra bar one was blocked closed.....
certainly explains some of my behaviour lately - and me trying to
figure out why I was reacting to things that normally I'd let slide ...
hey ho - lesson learned if you have a tool to use and you don't use it
.......... then don't moan when life throws you lemons!!!
night I had a very 'mystical' time - I made a despacho for some issues
that I've had trouble dealing with lately ... the main one being anger
and fear ... the fear of rejection has laid heavily on me for a while
and I couldn't work my way through or out of it ... it came to me after I
did the despacho - that I put an awful lot of stock in what people
think of me (guess we all do) and rather than wait for them to 'reject'
me - I will sabotage the 'friendship / relationship' ... it's not
something that I know I do - but I am beginning to see a pattern
After the despacho and the A-HA - I did a spot of
automatic writing - this is where you just write with no 'thought'
behind what to write - you write for 5 minutes and just let everything
out onto paper .......... honestly you would have thought a spider had
danced in an ink well and crawled across the page - I have no chance in
reading it back - but I guess that's not the point!
And lastly I started my Mabon Altar .....
love 'n' light to all
Raven x x x