In Memory of my Mum

*shields up*


I feel so lost and oh so alone

This house is no longer a home

The heart of us has been ripped out

My mum has gone, she's not about


Tho I try to be brave and face each day

It's to you that my thoughts will stray

How I wasn't there at the end

And never told you, you were my friend


You died in Dad's arms, where you'd want to be

Is it selfish that it's my arms I want you now to be

When they came to take you away

I wanted to beg them to let you stay


You were my strength, my rock, my guidance too

I am so very lost and scared and don't know what to do

Dad is relying on me to be there and be strong

Mum I want you home where you belong!


I'll take each day, I'll live and breathe and cry

I'll see you in the twinkle in Jessica's eye

I'll see your face when I go to sleep

And I'll try to smile and no longer weep


Mum, if there was ever any doubt

Let me say it now, let me shout

I love'd you more than words can say

And together we'll be, just not today


love you mum x